Yesterday my boyfriend DG published a blog about one of his ex lovers. Actually, many of his entries are about previous loves and relationships. I like reading his blog. It allows me to peek into a different part of his life. It is not common that you are able to read about your boyfriend’s past loves and conquest. His blog is his space…and he should be able to write his feelings and thoughts. He is a good writer. He clearly thinks a lot about what he is going to write (unlike me). I guess reading back on his entries, I wonder if our relationship is that significant or is it just one of many chapters in a long book. I cannot help but feel a bit insecure about what he writes about….â€falling in love with others.†I cannot help but think if one day I will be the subject of one of his entries. DG has been very good to reassure me about his feelings towards me and our relationship. And that gives me a sense of security. But the insecurity does creep in at times…..Or maybe I'm just a neurotic and needy emotional high maintenance latino boy!